bitching about school
sitting in class up by the teacher means my bad ear is now facing the rest of the class, everyone is too damn quiet so i have to constantly ask them to talk louder.
im also being quizzed/tested on concepts i don't even understand yet, and to top it all off every time we go over questions they burn through them so fast and quietly that i have to ask them "ok so 1 is... and two is... and three is...???" constantly because im struggling to process what the fuck people are saying and the context around it and i have zero fucking idea what im doing.
bitching about school
every time i ask clarifying questions it brings class to a screeching halt and oh lord am i trying to not just have a meltdown about all of this.
plus the lack of recap of concepts from the previous class, and being assigned mountains of homework and expected to figure it out on my own is not helping. that kinda "teaching" is why i failed just about every class in high school. please explain the fucking concepts in a way i can actually understand them jesus fucking christ.
bitching about school
im probably gonna have to retake A2, because holy fuck am i not understanding any of this.
hell i still feel like i shouldn't have passed a1 because it felt like i learned more how to take the test than actually internalizing anything i actually learned.
