Jen E. Trix, Yoted (@Jenetrix)

for years ive wanted to get into "content creation".

but my primary hiccups to doing so are 0) i detest the term content creation in general 1) i am shy as fuck and would need to overcome that, 2) i dont think i could do repair or gaming streams because of how easily frustrated i get, 3) the games/interests i have are often pretty niche, 4) im more of an analytical kind of person rather than a creative type and struggle a lot on that front, 5) i wouldn't even know where to begin and dealing with a video production pipeline or setting up a streaming setup seems incredibly daunting

basically boils down to anxiety, decision paralysis, and step paralysis

really what i need to be doing is finding something id be comfortable doing that wouldn't be too (constantly) overwhelming for me

step paralysis: when you break a task down to its constituent parts and realize that its more complicated and daunting than the original bullet point of that task entails

like how doing a load of laundry on paper is a single task but it is broken down into loading it, adding the soap, turning it on, unloading it hanging it/putting in dryer, sorting and putting it away. each task is more like 10 subtasks and it takes a lot out of me